i hate mother earth
Website design By BotEap.comI hate mother earth. Xenophobia is what this condition could be called. Fear of anyone or anything outside of you. Well, at least I have a major allergy to it and therefore I avoid it with strong intention.
Website design By BotEap.comThe envy of the goddess in reverse. In fact, besides wildlife from it and reaping the benefits of everything it produces… I despise her and don’t give a damn if she’s dead or alive. Sort of like my own mother. Mother Earth is a plague to be avoided at all costs. And even my best friends won’t have much to do with her either. I don’t want anything from her. It’s claustrophobic even trying to think of something to say about her. The suffocating deity She’ll only bury me alive if I get close to her. She will do worse than sit me down, much worse.
Website design By BotEap.comNow this seems to even someone with 1/8 of a mind cooking on a burner, perhaps a slightly distorted view of what Goddess humanity calls Earth or Earth. However, since “grounded” was the topic of my spirit assignment for the week, I guess now is a good time to look another profound demon in the face and conquer it. Go ahead!
Website design By BotEap.comWhy is it so damn important to be grounded anyway? What is this celestial-type current slang, Rosetta Stone metaphorical word in the first place? What is the problem? So what words are synonymous with this fucking Earth Goddess, Soil, in my realms?
Website design By BotEap.comstifled
tied
Buried
Dirty
dirty
bogged down
Covered
clasped
Anchored
bland and boring
Static
chained
buried alive
Attach
Fiend
without freedom
Something to be stomped on and stepped on
Something to be raped and stolen with greed
Total contempt for what it produces, nourishes and creates.
Pollution
toxic sinkholes
swamps
quick sand
Something to be dug up and pushed at will.
War and greed.
Possessive
Unyielding barren rock and deserts
Frozen tundra and scorching deserts Website design By BotEap.comWOW! Even crazy…anyone reading this list would quickly come to the conclusion that this is a definite psychological problem. Someone is going to try to label me crazy again. But of course I am. I don’t want to show you this list. Nor can I grow this grass for which he was sent to help me through the ancestry. If I do, he’ll take out the rotary tiller and plow me under with the root up. I want to fly… I want to sail far on the tide so as not to be hurt and tagged again in the healing process of unearthing. I fear that. I am afraid of both, of Mother Earth and of them. I don’t want to be left in the middle of Antarctica again and asked, “Isn’t life great now that you can face it, dear?” Website design By BotEap.comI don’t want to die of frostbite and gangrene poisoning in my own mystical realms. it’s my place. I sculpted it as my corner of heaven with amazing amounts of will and dreams. I won’t let it get dirty now. Website design By BotEap.comOh! It’s time to sit very still in love and pay close attention. Why has God sent me here anyway? I’ll take out my knitting needle and thread the silver thread through my eye one more time to see what I’m connected to. How am I connected to God through my realms? Website design By BotEap.comWhy is grounding so important? Website design By BotEap.comIn the Beginning, God created the heavens and the earth. Plural skies but a single earth. Was God monogamous? No, he made many other planets, but only one like the earth. That doesn’t seem rational. God is all about abundance. I’m sure there are more planets in other skies. Website design By BotEap.comMother Earth was created to create. Nutrition or nature? Isn’t that the scientific debate on psychological paradigms? Mother nature is nurturing. she is the author Website design By BotEap.comThey tell me that without roots, nothing is founded. Otherwise, any will of the winds can take you from one place to another. Any little rain will wash you away. I’ve been told you’ll never weather storms if you’re not grounded. And what, I say? Website design By BotEap.comWhat is the difference between fighting being uprooted, split in two at the roots, or anchored so firmly that the waters cover you leaving only the tip of the iceberg showing what was once a tropical mountain… and just going with the flow in the first place? If you’re going to be moved anyway, why invest in property rights? Why build anything at all? In the end, we are all stripped of our temples anyway. You simply CANNOT take it with you. Website design By BotEap.comSo, I prefer to pack light in the first place. I think the ground connection is a dumb idea. And it is a misconception, we are in the base nucleus, spiritual energy. That is what I am. So why the hell should I fight to be something I’m not? Does that make sense to you? And you’re supposed to be sane. He has been considered sane, sound and grounded. I guess. Website design By BotEap.comOkay with that position statement read, let’s move on. Let’s look at the list. No. I’m not going there. Forgiveness. Nice try fries. I will not succumb to this regressive primal nonsense. We all know that I have endured many strange and bewildering experiences that I have coded as abuse in various formats and symbols. Rape in all its forms. And we all know that, to begin with, that is the main problem of humanity. They lost respect for Mother Earth some time ago and began to systematically violate her. Over and over until now it’s legalized abuse. Only humanity calls it Progress, Construction and Supply of the needs of the growing populations. We all know it’s Bologna. Layers of it. We all know that the Native Americans were right. That is why so few of them remain as reminders. Website design By BotEap.comNo wonder I don’t want to be punished. Why the hell would I submit to being abused again? Just this once forever? No. There has to be another way around this problem. A better way. A path of Love to show me all the benefits of loving Mother Earth Goddess. To love what is God’s first choice, the Beloved lover of him, the Earth … and grounding. I don’t want to stay But I will submit to settle in for a season to learn and be loved back into existence a little longer. I just don’t know how to do it in a smooth way. In a transcendent way. How do I see the ground with loving eyes? Help me, I will allow it. Website design By BotEap.comI guess I failed the assignment. I don’t know what grounded means. I don’t know how it looks, tastes, feels, smells or sounds. But intuitively I know when I settle there from time to time. Usually when I am close to the Beloved in Bliss. It’s when I say my soul is home. When I get there, I know there is “time” for me in the hectic task of collecting, hunting, and keeping enough to stay rooted in possessions that don’t belong to us anyway. I’m confused obviously. Who will be there when I fall? Does God listen when a tree falls in the forest and does he really notice every hair on my head? I think not… but I may also be confused about that. Website design By BotEap.comThe end
tied
Buried
Dirty
dirty
bogged down
Covered
clasped
Anchored
bland and boring
Static
chained
buried alive
Attach
Fiend
without freedom
Something to be stomped on and stepped on
Something to be raped and stolen with greed
Total contempt for what it produces, nourishes and creates.
Pollution
toxic sinkholes
swamps
quick sand
Something to be dug up and pushed at will.
War and greed.
Possessive
Unyielding barren rock and deserts
Frozen tundra and scorching deserts Website design By BotEap.comWOW! Even crazy…anyone reading this list would quickly come to the conclusion that this is a definite psychological problem. Someone is going to try to label me crazy again. But of course I am. I don’t want to show you this list. Nor can I grow this grass for which he was sent to help me through the ancestry. If I do, he’ll take out the rotary tiller and plow me under with the root up. I want to fly… I want to sail far on the tide so as not to be hurt and tagged again in the healing process of unearthing. I fear that. I am afraid of both, of Mother Earth and of them. I don’t want to be left in the middle of Antarctica again and asked, “Isn’t life great now that you can face it, dear?” Website design By BotEap.comI don’t want to die of frostbite and gangrene poisoning in my own mystical realms. it’s my place. I sculpted it as my corner of heaven with amazing amounts of will and dreams. I won’t let it get dirty now. Website design By BotEap.comOh! It’s time to sit very still in love and pay close attention. Why has God sent me here anyway? I’ll take out my knitting needle and thread the silver thread through my eye one more time to see what I’m connected to. How am I connected to God through my realms? Website design By BotEap.comWhy is grounding so important? Website design By BotEap.comIn the Beginning, God created the heavens and the earth. Plural skies but a single earth. Was God monogamous? No, he made many other planets, but only one like the earth. That doesn’t seem rational. God is all about abundance. I’m sure there are more planets in other skies. Website design By BotEap.comMother Earth was created to create. Nutrition or nature? Isn’t that the scientific debate on psychological paradigms? Mother nature is nurturing. she is the author Website design By BotEap.comThey tell me that without roots, nothing is founded. Otherwise, any will of the winds can take you from one place to another. Any little rain will wash you away. I’ve been told you’ll never weather storms if you’re not grounded. And what, I say? Website design By BotEap.comWhat is the difference between fighting being uprooted, split in two at the roots, or anchored so firmly that the waters cover you leaving only the tip of the iceberg showing what was once a tropical mountain… and just going with the flow in the first place? If you’re going to be moved anyway, why invest in property rights? Why build anything at all? In the end, we are all stripped of our temples anyway. You simply CANNOT take it with you. Website design By BotEap.comSo, I prefer to pack light in the first place. I think the ground connection is a dumb idea. And it is a misconception, we are in the base nucleus, spiritual energy. That is what I am. So why the hell should I fight to be something I’m not? Does that make sense to you? And you’re supposed to be sane. He has been considered sane, sound and grounded. I guess. Website design By BotEap.comOkay with that position statement read, let’s move on. Let’s look at the list. No. I’m not going there. Forgiveness. Nice try fries. I will not succumb to this regressive primal nonsense. We all know that I have endured many strange and bewildering experiences that I have coded as abuse in various formats and symbols. Rape in all its forms. And we all know that, to begin with, that is the main problem of humanity. They lost respect for Mother Earth some time ago and began to systematically violate her. Over and over until now it’s legalized abuse. Only humanity calls it Progress, Construction and Supply of the needs of the growing populations. We all know it’s Bologna. Layers of it. We all know that the Native Americans were right. That is why so few of them remain as reminders. Website design By BotEap.comNo wonder I don’t want to be punished. Why the hell would I submit to being abused again? Just this once forever? No. There has to be another way around this problem. A better way. A path of Love to show me all the benefits of loving Mother Earth Goddess. To love what is God’s first choice, the Beloved lover of him, the Earth … and grounding. I don’t want to stay But I will submit to settle in for a season to learn and be loved back into existence a little longer. I just don’t know how to do it in a smooth way. In a transcendent way. How do I see the ground with loving eyes? Help me, I will allow it. Website design By BotEap.comI guess I failed the assignment. I don’t know what grounded means. I don’t know how it looks, tastes, feels, smells or sounds. But intuitively I know when I settle there from time to time. Usually when I am close to the Beloved in Bliss. It’s when I say my soul is home. When I get there, I know there is “time” for me in the hectic task of collecting, hunting, and keeping enough to stay rooted in possessions that don’t belong to us anyway. I’m confused obviously. Who will be there when I fall? Does God listen when a tree falls in the forest and does he really notice every hair on my head? I think not… but I may also be confused about that. Website design By BotEap.comThe end